The Real Martin Shea


(Source: scary-pizza, via newkingdom)






My world around me came down in ruins last night

like dust in the wind, it was gone…..

My career, schooling, dream, and future gone

i legit have nothing

All because one mistake i made

i already lost my first car i ever owned from this

and now your taking everything else away

i hope that it works out like my parents keep saying

but i can’t sit here and be okay with them spending thousands of dollars on lawyers for me

im just broken

its getting bad

i just wear a fake ass smile and keep to myself

i need to run

i need to leave

i need to find a way to repay my parents

I don’t wanna die………

“I’m getting bad again but I’m too tired to care.”